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Friday, 06 April 2007

Here I am again
Ive come to see you smile
I know you understand
I have to say again
Its only for a while

And still youre always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesnt happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all

Dont the minutes fly
And hours just seem so few
With days apart so long
Its hard to spend my time
When Im so far from you

And still youre always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesnt happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all

Monday, 19 March 2007

is it a bad thing to say that i have completely lost all faith and hope in our legal system, my family....but maybe worst of all...god?
i just dont get it.
and im numb.
but it still hurts.

Sunday, 25 February 2007

this afternoon was so beautiful outside. the weather was perfect. there was a nice breeze. the sun was out. and there were those perfectly fluffy and white clouds out.
although, this morning was so gross out. it was raining. it was dark. there were lots of gloomy coulds out. and it was kind of cold out.
i have come to realize that this afternoon was so beautiful to me, because i ahd the awful morning to compare it to. without that nasty weather, we wouldnt know what good weather was. without those really sucky times in our lives, we wouldnt know to appreciate those truly amazing times.
tonight, i thank god for those sucky bad times that he has given me to face, but i also thank him for those amazing and wonderful times too. becuase they are both great, both important, and they both made me who i am. and i kinda like me right now. im pretty content with myself and everything, im not gunna to lie. and that feels awesome.
p.s. this song makes me cry cause it makes me think about my friends and the future and maybe one day, my life as a minister, preaching. so here it is-
Remember Me
In a Bible cracked and faded by the years.
Remember Me
In a sanctuary filled with silent prayer

And age to age
And heart to heart,
Bound by grace and peace.
Child of wonder,
Child of God,
I've remembered you,
Remember Me.

Remember Me
When the color of the sunset fills the sky
Remember Me
When you pray and tears of joy fall from your eyes.

And age to age
And heart to heart,
Bound by grace and peace.
Child of wonder
Child of God,
I've remembered you,
Remember Me

Remember Me
When the children leave their Sunday school with smiles
Remember Me
When they're old enough to teach,
Old enough to preach
Old enough to leave.

And age to age
And heart to heart
Bound by grace and peace
Child of wonder,
Child of God,
I've remembered you,
Remember Me.

Age to age
And heart to heart
Child of wonder
Child of God
Remember Me

Monday, 19 February 2007

life is never perfect. and now, im just making it work, and it just seems to be working out a little better recently, thats all. god is good, all the time.
school is school. college is coming, altho i dont know where im going. friends have drama, but for the most part, i love them. the whole family situation is getting worse, but i am learning to ahve hope that it wil get better. and the boy is great....*sigh*. church is awesome and i need a real job cause im poor.
life is life, and im getting through it. thats all we can ever really ask for. <><

something’s in the air tonight
the sky's alive with a burning light
you can mark my words something's about to break

and i found myself in a bitter fight
while i've held your hand through the darkest night
don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon

to a kid from Oregon by way of California
all of this is more than i've ever known or seen

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose

so i packed my car and I headed east
where i felt your fire and a sweet release
there's a fire in these hills that's coming down

and i don't know much but i found you here
and i cannot wait another year
don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon

to a kid from Oregon by way of California
all of this is more than i’ve ever known or seen

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose

i can still hear the trains out my window
from hobart street to here in nashville
i can still smell the pomegranates grow
and i don't know how hard this wind will blow
or where we'll go

come on and we'll sing, like we were free
push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
come on and we'll try, one last time
i'm off of the floor one more time to find you

and here we go there's nothing left to choose
and here we go there's nothing left to lose